I am a worrier.
I worry about everything
some may call me uptight
I am not the risk taker
I am perfectly content with both feet on the ground
you won't find me jumping from a plane.
Ryan is the complete opposite
Oliver takes after Ryan
and since I had Oliver
I've been trying to remind myself
Don't sweat the small stuff.
It's okay if he wants to go down the slide alone.
He will be alright if he is up past his bedtime
Eats macaroni and cheese for the billionth time in a week
Wrestles with the big kids
and sometimes has McDonalds
Wants to try the stairs by himself
I'm starting to realize these moments wont last forever
I will wake up and it will be over
I'm going to miss this
I want to cherish it
all of it
He is little for only a short time
Soon he will grow up
and I will have
so for now
I breathe deep
when he wants to sit on the coffee table
and soak it up