......After the doctor told me Oliver had a heart murmur at his 30 month appointment today.
We were just going in for a check up, everything had been fine up until this point, I saw no reason to worry while we were getting ready only hours prior.
I planned on asking her about the tantrums he's been having and his strange eating habits.
But when she told me she detected a heart murmur, my world stopped.
I sat there....stunned.
She said it could of been because he was moving around and she wanted to give him a few minutes and try again.
Same the second time.
I asked if it was something I should be freaking out about, and she told me no.
That it's actually pretty common and most of the time, it's nothing.
But I am freaking out.
I'm not going to lie,
I am crying now and I have been crying on an off since I found out this afternoon.
It's scary when anything could potentially be wrong with your child, no matter how minor it is or may be, he still needs to go to a pediatric cardiologist.
So that is our next step.
Prayers and positive thoughts, for my sweet little boy, please.